yea.

so long didn't bloggee le

recently took lot of pict.

ha here they are.

celebration of yongqian and sheila dears birthday..

our birthday gal and boi!

neoprint so nice!!

the dinner mates of the nite!

me wearing missy glasses.. not bad rite with glasses

ha, me and sis were eating at PS when fire happened!

was suppose to spend time with my sis and eat. sis have wanna to eat rib so went to ps to eat cafe caltel but then rib sold out.

so we went to KFC to eat the 8.90 set chicken

eat finish the bugar when abt to start on my chicken

sis and i realise tat there is a man run into the kfc and ask us to evcaute the building cos 2nd level catch fire.

seeing so many pple going we went lor.

but my chicken! so wasted didn't eat yet...

waste money and my CHICKEN!!!

actually i thought tat we can go back and eat after,

but then sigh! not more CHICKEN!!!

so SAD!!! my CHICKEN!!!

then my sis laugh at me say chicken only wat. go back such don't know clean a not. i told her if i know i wil pack it.

COS i LOVE chicken!!!

ha then standing outside the building, saw some pple from the chinese congregation.

and they are suppose to watch movies but don't know how.

then a lot of pple also think watch movies halfway have to leave.

so cute rite.

ha took two pict using my hp.

o man, am addicated to another series of comic.

now can prince of tennis.

so nice!!.

have been over my scoceer comic and now heated on tennis.

ha wat next?

sport comics are cute and funny!

the one in purple is the captain called Tezuka Kunimitsu. very cool man.
the short guy is the main cast, Echizen Ryoma very talented. and the one in blue on the left is very pro also and cute! called as Fuji Syusuke

our gals gang!!

Excon going lunching...

Does Zach look like a money? haha

Excon Boy posing for commerical!!

Excon Girl muack!!

Zach newly found gay friend!

Justin our chef's hard work pieces

see everyone is enjoyign the food!!

our birthday boys!

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yes!

excon retreat'05 have ended.

time really flies so fast. and so fast 9-11 june is over.
hmm wat did we do in the retreat?

thing that are going according the the planned schedule. but then it doesn't really matter cos the youth are enjoying talking with one another and also play and interacting too.

1st day, we to meet at 10 to clean up the house before some rest come. end up didn't and we just eat and slack in the house then char, just and me went shopping for our next day diner and bfast, while anyi and sheila practise worship. and then zach come and then rest come.
wat we do? we just sit down and talk and eat. was suppose to play ball game but all are like so tired and so hot, end up. tim help anyi help for worhship and they keep practising. and chari and just too practising for next day worship ane some other watch tv. anf then as usually we play card games.

ha now eveyone in the cell is expert in bridge i think. even our dear sheila can play quite well. but she is more famous for being the dealer.

nite, we went out to eat. and then it start to pour.

and then after we went back, but guess wat? we took the wrong key out, s lock outside. and then josh was called to come slightly late. tried to enter by the back, but cos we too safe consis, we have already lock behind so cannot. but thank God, raymond to the resuse!

we start worship at 8.15, then bs, till wow abt 11pm. that was long though haha. we can really talk i think. 4 hr of BS, longer than i though we can take it.

but thanks Josh for his Da Vinic Code. - point to bring back. we should always be prepare to answ pur friends based on the scripture and not just reasoning; wat make us diff from other if we just use logical reasoning and not God's word?

then we bathe and then eat supper and then play a while. while some are jamming with the sy and guitar. while some of us was sitting downstair talking abt how our cia have been and the concern of to be not inward looking.

yes we sleep at 3 plus.

next day? our chef wake up at 6 plus to go to the market to buy fish and cook our breakfast. all wake up at 9 plus brush teeth and eat our special french toast, sauages and scramble egg. then worship by char and just and devo by sheila. guess wat? our devo start from 10 to abt 12.30. was a very good sharing and we pray togther for the BBQ as well.

then some of us went to the <longhouse>  to eat and then went back top rest and play. then after sam came, we play water bomb, and then volley ball and captain ball but the sun so hot, leg gotten blisters for many.

then dinner, justin chef cook with lot of food - black pepper chicken, mined doufu, sambal kangkong, steam fish.

then after eating watch dvd, while some of us went to buy ice cream for tim and sam our june baby.

then we watch dvd, with some sleep while the other like, char, me, just, sam, gerald was doing well, and watch dvd till morning 6pm and sleep.

tis morning?

wake up at 9 plus while other 12.30 and have late brunch and then devo with worship by christine and devo by lejon.

yes our devo was long again and a good sharing. 1.30-3.45.

then after we rest and talk and tlak for 1 hr before we pack the house and leave at 6pm for dinner at fish and co novea.

have a great time there eating and talking.

so good to be with your youths fellowshiping and time really flies and.

yes lookig back God have been very great! yes very great! to us. and me!!

ya so long didn't update le.

well, actually lot of thing happened.

Ling leave sg for 2 mths le.

and we just celebrated our 15 yrs friendshi[p anniversary in funan coffeebean emailing to her.

then after realise that suying leaving soon.

went to send her off on fri. to china.

azi have a bf. 1 week old. me and her liek so strang elike tat. hardly say anthing. me feeling a bit sad cos how come no longer so close and was a bit disppouinted that suying didn't make time for us to meet up even before she leave.

well, then have post exam outing and then chalet.

guess is sam last's chalet before reporting to the officer ha.

well, we celebrated wen's 20th and sam's 21st.

o meh now they grow so big le.

age is catching up meh haha

then we went to riverlife for service. so conincience that freddy boey which i alwasy hear of in cf is the speaker and is speaking on the 2nd coming.

was interesting! then we just slack and slack throughtout the retreat.

so different from last yr.

talkng abt the post exam - sigh incident happen - bag lost - pray that it will be found..

getting ready for cia retreat the evanglestic event.

9-11 jun and either 13,14,15,18 jun

having headahe le

well, still got lot of though in my mind, too many thoughts.

my longest togther friends.

we are the "si ge niu ren"

ling going oversea soon . the last gathering before she leave...

type so much just now..

but all gone..

don't wanna to retype the long list again cos was my feeling pour out just now.

just wanan to say

speechless cos of his grace

speechless cos of lost in this world of thoughts

speechless cos of changes in pple

speechless cos am beyond words

speechless cos it is so overwhelming...

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Hmm mayb .. afterall all are seeking for people to understand onself well and also someone who can spend more time ... me no diff too..

standard high? hmm me not sure if i am setting standard high on myself anot. i guess not meh... surrender and let go, not tat is a weakness but it take someone i really can trust in ...

hee... i guess so.. unsuffucicently in some ability,,, as for value? i do know that is okay how other think but i firmly believe so that God, my father love me and valued me the most... He love me not just how i look and who i can most importantly cos HE is love and love me so... . he treated me as his most treasured one ...

that's jasmine when so yg!

Hee finally a pict when her (so sad not smiling!)

 so pretty!

our yg ywavers!(Bryan n min min)

Getting Ready!!

Ya! Missing some though..

    & nbsp;Looking a bit shy..
    & nbsp;[Abel standing so far]

hmm coming another day.

again turning 24.

wat am i going to do?
plan: take leave and do some thinking at home and yes baking cookie if i can.

this yr again was different for me.

thoughts and thinking keep coming and surrounding me with lot of think to think abt.

but then it seem tat it just made me sometime in doubt...
mayb think too much.

today after leader meeting meet parent for dinner for celebrating sis ane mine birthday

then after come back to have a minor or mayb major adjustment at home.

missy bought a table for me. ya. now am tying on this new table.

quite x.

tomorrow am meeting my sec mate and then wed meeting my pri mate.

hee think they buying my vcd for me and pri mate paying for my mp3 player.

ya, as for this yr, think me need to sort of some thinking wat direction in my life before i can really continue.

sometime, i feel tat i just move aimlessly.

this week have just pass with such heavy heart.

but ya i thank God for He is sorvergity.

like wat Bell say, i really thanks God tat He have given me a chance to work with he before. a lovely and caring co worker.

never fails to wanna to want to make the lesson interesting.
i remember tat he even went to pack one packet of sand in the playgrd to illustrate how sand like sin will dirty our hands and we need God (like water) to clean us anew.

that was when our Excon is in Sec1. and after on and off he still ask how is the youths..

Guess likewise, all will remember who he is like. Thanks God for sending a lovely person to touch so many lives...

THE SMELL OF SHEEP

If you don't like the smell of sheep, Don't be a sherphard
If their continual: "Ba-Ba" annoys you, Don't lead the herd.
If God has called you to preach; you had Better pray,

If you succeed learn to study and enjoy smelling hay.
If you think the life of a pastor is that of rest and ease,
If you think you'll always fish beneath the shade of trees.
Take another look and then consider shoveling coal,
It's a whole lot easier then preaching to lost souls.

Take another look at the church that you attend,
It's not a perfect church for it has you attend friend.
Take another look at the scripture EPHESIANS 4:11,
It's what the preacher has to do to get you into heaven.
If you think now i've made it and put the bible on the shelve.
Then you will need to consider EPHESIANS 4:12.

COPYRIGHT 1997 Norman Fikes

When it’s all been said and done :idea:  

When it’s all been said and done

There is just one thing that matters

Did I do my best to live for truth

Did I live my life for You

When it’s all been said and done

All my treasures will mean nothing

Only what I’ve done for love’s reward

Will stand the test of time

Lord Your mercy is so great

That You look beyond our weakness

And find purest gold in miry clay

Turning sinner into saints

I will always sing Your praise

Here on earth and ever after

For You’ve shown me Heaven’s my true home

When it’s all been said and done

You’re my life when life is gone

 :arrow:

when all is done and pass,

just like the song say

" Did I do my best to live for truth

Did I live my life for You "

God know my heart desire and my fears unknown...

From Parent to Child (from someone who cares ... )

I gave you life, but I cannot live it for you.
I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn.
I can give you direction, but I cannot be there to lead you.
I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it.

I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.
I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.
I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.
I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.
I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.

I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.
I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honour.
I can advise you about friends, but I cannot chose them for you.
I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.
I can tell you the facts of life, but I cannot build your reputation.

I can tell you about drink, but I cannot say no for you.
I can warn you about drugs, but I cannot prevent you from using them.
I can tell you about lofty goals, but I cannot achieve them for you.
I can warn you about sins, but I cannot make your morals.
I can love you as a child, but I cannot place you in God's family.

I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God.
I can teach you about Jesus, but I cannot make Jesus your Lord.
I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life.

UNKNOWN AUTHOR

God works in definite patterns in the lives of His children. Understand God’s methods and how He navigates, and you begin to see what He is trying to teach you.

You may think He’s crazy stopping off to see the largest ball of twine, until a piece of that twine comes in handy on a later adventure. Everything He does is for a reason, and that reason is to prepare you for something later down the road. Understanding human nature and also how God disciplines and instructs his children will help you quit questioning His navigation. You’ll begin to relax and let God work His wonder in your life.

decided not to change blog.

cos waste of time will stick to tis

hmm might be changing blog

hah cos got another one recommended by missy bacjgrd nice nice..

still in the midst of plannig

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hmm am thinking...

got lot of things to think

ya me thinking mood again

sigh mayb getting old tat why think too much le...

how can a person change so dramastic.
was on phone yesterday with a friend.

sigh when a relationship change, it is so hard to grasp back.

and i was very sad for her that why is she acting like tat?
surely there is another person out there who is better..
ya i agree tat it is very hard to let go and my sis say afterall is her choice.

but Eeeerrr!!.. is not worth pouring ur energy in such person.

but then as i think mayb if am in her shoe, will i be like tat also?
hmm, i don't knoe. really don't know. but it pain to see her become like tat.

thinking back tis wk, was preparing BS, ya satan uses lot of mehtod to make one person ineffective for God. such is in relationship.

some pple when get into a relationship, they are so focus on being with that person tat God become getting into the way, and slowly evetually they drop out..
sadly such is the case for most pple ard me.

but still thanks God there are another grp of pple i know also that thru their relationship, they rely God all the more to make it work.

hmm ya mayb singlehood sometime is a good thing, although will feel lonely sometime, but am spared of the pain tat relationship really can give you.

hee sound like me so experience...

well, mayb tat why choosing a boyfriend is important but to choose a hubby is even more difficult. really need lot of faith!

but thinking abt my friend now, some guy are really not worth. mayb  one day they will change, but then meanwhile before they change, should protect yourself.

o man, is there some more good example of Man i can see.. well, mayb i know surely at lest got one..

-GOD!-  =o)

Compared to last yr, hmm all of them have grow much prettier and more handsome rite? hmm have grow up le.  =o)

hmm ya reflection time

this yr, i choose to spend time at home over my cell grp going to chinatown.

well, though or spending time with my parents although haha now is in room and them outside sleep le. so early , am only 10.14.

ya o dear, very old le.

in another few hr time, hmm is my yr and me am 24! o man!

so wat have i done?

well, today?

donr some cleaning and also read strait time.

this yr, me eat a bit lesser. ha although tll alot. cos of my pain pain ucler..

o man. cannot even eat properly. can eat only one side.

want to eat also cannot.

must be eat too much mardain orange le. counting til today. think 10?

hhaa so nice and so cold... yummm....

ya as usually, tomrrow? going grannys house then home.

second day? eric place and sheila's.

fri work. so sad...